Feeling Kind of Down

I wonder if its just prejudice or ignorance.  I'm not good at being poetic..I'd rather straightforwardly say it out.. sometimes, I wonder if I'll love you guys in the future.  I mean I'm doing all I can for you guys now..and I always end up getting hurt by your words...I guess you could say I'm very upset right now.  I'm going to school too..I care about education just as much as you guys say..."SIGH" there's a saying I heard from a friend "Even though you go to school, get straight A's, and work your ass off....if your hair is brown, you're a bad kid (gangsta)." (You'll probably only understand this if you're Hmong)  I guess it's not what we do that really matters..It's how we present ourselves and what we brag about.